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Motown To Muscle Shoals - Early Release

by Rachel Williams

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    Thank you for this second chance, for this reinvention...of the mind, body, heart, and music. This record will forever be cherished as my favorite, no matter how many records I go on to make, because I know what it took to make this happen. Thank you for believing in me when I honestly didn't believe in myself half the time. This record documents some of my saddest/most self-destructive days, despite how cool and funky we made some of the tracks sound to the ear, ha. Today, it's terrifying to reveal that part of who I was and expose myself in such an honest way, no matter how much I've moved on since the first creations of these songs. But we learn and we grow and thank God for me, some of us are able to make songs out of the whole mess ;)

    Thank you again. And forever. Seriously.
    -Ray
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1.
ALL THIS LOVE (Written by Rachel Williams/Deanna Walker/Rick Beresford) I HAD TO FACE IT THE FACT THAT YOU AND I WOULD NEVER MAKE IT FOR AS HARD AS WE TRIED WE COULDN'T SAVE IT COULDN'T BRING IT BACK TO LIFE ALL THE BREAKUPS AND MAKEUPS WERE WAY TOO COMPLICATED SO I DID WHAT I NEEDED TO DO AND I LEFT WHAT WAS LEFT OF ME AND YOU CHORUS: ALL OF THIS LOVE ALL THAT YOUR HEART HAS PUT INTO SOMEONE HOW DO I MAKE IT STOP I CAN'T JUST TURN IT OFF ALL I CAN SEE IS A FUTURE NEVER MEANT TO BE I CAN LEARN TO GIVE YOU UP I CAN CLOSE THE BOOK ON US BUT WHAT DO I DO WITH ALL THIS LOVE.... WELL MY TEMPTATION IS TO PLUG ANOTHER MAN IN THE EQUATION BUT IT'S WAY TOO SOON INFATUATION HELL, IT'S JUST LIKE A DRUG 'CAUSE YOU FEEL LIKE IT'S REAL TIL YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING SO I KNOW I'M NOT READY YET CAN'T BELIEVE YOU AND ME MADE SUCH A MESS OF CHORUS SIT STILL HARD TO DO WHEN IT GETS THIS REAL AND I HATE IT 'CUZ BABY I STILL FEEL ALL OF THIS LOVE KEEPS RUSHING BACK THROUGH ME LIKE A FLOOD HOW DO I MAKE IT STOP I CAN'T JUST TURN IT OFF ALL I CAN SEE IS A FUTURE NEVER MEANT TO BE I CAN LEARN TO GIVE YOU UP I CAN CLOSE THE BOOK ON US BUT WHAT DO I DO, WHAT DO I DO WITH ALL THIS LOVE
2.
SUICDAL HEART (Written by Rachel Williams & Kim Copeland) 3AM phone vibration nonstop Messy situation if I respond, so I'm not Hope my silence ends your confusion 'Cuz I'm so over being your solution Talk yourself down off the ledge No, you're not getting back in my head Chorus: You're asking me to stand in the line of fire And trust the bullets to a liar 'Cuz you didn't quite kill me the first time Somehow you've got yourself convinced I'll lift the glass and take a sip When we both know you poisoned the wine No you ain't that complicated The decision ain't that hard You must think that I still have a suicidal heart 4AM new perspective holds strong Enlightenment like a spotlight comes on I can't unknow what I know about you I can't unlearn what I've learned without you These scars you left are finally my friend Reminders of the girl I will never be again Chorus Hurt me once shame on you Hurt me twice shame on me I think I'll quit while I'm ahead And celebrate the fact that I'm free Chorus
3.
I'M ONLY HERE 'CAUSE I'M LONELY (written by Karleen Watt & Rachel Williams) AT SOME POINT IN MY LIFE I REALIZED THAT LOVE MAY NEVER COME FOR ME SO I SETTLE FOR THE NEXT BEST THING AND HOPE IT'S GOOD ENOUGH SO HERE I AM AT YOUR DOOR AND I CAN TELL YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY WELL DON'T WORRY BABY, THAT'S OKAY I'LL DO THE TALKIN YOU KNOW WHAT I'M ABOUT TO ASK BUT THIS TIME THERE'S NO STRINGS ATTACHED I'M ONLY HERE 'CAUSE I'M LONELY I KNOW DAMN WELL YOU DON'T LOVE ME SO HOLD ME TIGHT AND DON'T JUDGE ME I'M ONLY HERE 'CAUSE I'M LONELY REGRET IS GONNA COME UP WITH THE SUN BUT I'M THE ONE WHO MADE THIS BED SO I'M GONNA HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT AND IT WON'T BE EASY BUT I'M NOT THINKIN BOUT TOMORROW TONIGHT AND I DON'T CARE THAT IT'S NOT RIGHT I'M ONLY HERE 'CAUSE I'M LONELY I KNOW DAMN WELL YOU DON'T LOVE SO HOLD ME TIGHT AND DON'T JUDGE ME I'M ONLY HERE 'CAUSE I'M LONELY AND I'M NOT ASKIN YOU TO CHANGE YOUR MIND IT'S A LITTLE HARD TO FACE THE DARK SOMETIMES TOMORROW I'LL BE GONE AND YOU'LL BE FREE I'M ONLY HERE 'CAUSE I'M LONELY AND I'M NOT ASKIN YOU TO CHANGE YOUR MIND IT'S A LITTLE HARD TO FACE THE DARK SOMETIMES TOMORROW I'LL BE GONE AND YOU'LL BE FREE I'M ONLY HERE 'CAUSE I'M LONELY AT SOME POINT IN MY LIFE I REALIZED THAT LOVE MAY NEVER COME FOR ME SO I SETTLED FOR THE NEXT BEST THING...
4.
GONE 03:31
GONE (Written by Rachel Williams & Mark Narmore) I PACKED YOUR BAGS LEFT 'EM FOR YOU BY THE DOOR WATCHED YOUR BRING ON THE TEARS BUT THEY COULDN'T MOVE ME NO MORE I DIDN'T PULL BACK THE CURTAINS TO WATCH YOU BACK OUT THE DRIVE NO I JUST SAT AT THIS TABLE AND BARELY TOLD YOU GOODBYE 'CAUSE I KNEW THAT SOMETHING BROKE BETWEEN US COULDN'T FIGHT THE FEELING WE WERE BEYOND REPAIR AND I HEART COULD ONLY TAKE SO MUCH AND WHAT THE HELL IS LOVE WITH A TRUST THAT AIN'T THERE I CUT THOSE STRINGS ONE BY ONE BUT SOMETHING'S STILL HOLDIN ON BOY, I TOLD YOU TO GO SO WHY AREN'T YOU GONE? OH I CAN FEEL YOU LIKE A SONG PLAYIN ON AND ON THEN YOU REPEAT AND EVERY BASEBALL CAP WALKIN PAST, I STEP BACK THINKIN IT'S YOU ON THE STREET HOW COULD SOMETHING SO CERTAIN KEEP HURTIN AND NOW FEEL SO WRONG BOY, I TOLD YOU TO GO SO WHY AREN'T YOU GONE?
5.
I LET YOU 04:23
I LET YOU (Written by Rachel Williams) SUCH A BLACK HOLE SUCH A DEEP, DARK PLACE I NEEDED LOVE AND YOU NEEDED SOMEONE TO CHASE EVERYTHING THAT YOU SAID WHICH LED YOU FURTHER UNDERGROUND AND I WAS FOOLISH ENOUGH TO FOLLOW YOU DOWN YEAH I WAS TRYING TO SAVE YOU FROM YOUR BOTTOMLESS FEARS BUT IT DIDN'T TAKE LONG FOR YOU TO MAKE CLEAR YOU'RE HAPPY HERE CHORUS: I CAN'T HATE YOU FOR THE HELL YOU PUT ME THROUGH I LET YOU, I LET YOU, I LET YOU CLAWING MY WAY BACK TO THE LIGHT WITHOUT YOU, WITHOUT YOU, WITHOUT YOU IT'S TAKEN ME AWHILE BUT I'M HOLDING TIGHT TO THE TRUTH YOU CAN'T BRING ME DOWN IF I DON'T LET YOU EVERYDAY YOU WORK SO HARD TO BURY ALL THE LIES YOU'VE SPUN IT'S SAD WHEN YOUR MAMA DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HER OWN SON NEITHER DOES YOUR LITTLE BLONDE YEAH, IT'S SICK HOW YOU'VE CONVINCED THEM THAT IT SHOULD BE OK FOR YOU TO STAY AT THE BOTTOM BUT YOUR TWISTED MIND CAN'T TWIST ME ANYMORE 'CUZ I'LL NEVER SEE YOU THE SAME AS I DID BEFORE CHORUS SUCH A SAD EXISTENCE THAT YOU LIVE THANK YOU FOR THE WAKE UP CALL I'M TOO GOOD FOR THIS CHORUS
6.
ONCE 04:19
ONCE (Written by Rachel Williams & Angela Kaset) ONCE I WAS THE QUEEN OF SECOND CHANCES FORGIVE AND FORGET AGAIN AND AGAIN, I'M PICKIN UP THE BROKEN PIECES OF MY FOOLISH, OVERLY TRUSTING HEART SHOULD HAVE NEVER, EVER LET IT GO THIS FAR CHORUS: ONCE OUGHTA BE ENOUGH TO TELL ME WHAT I NEED TO KNOW NO MORE BREAKIN UP THEN MAKIN UP WHAT A WASTE OF TIME DOIN THE SAME OL' THING AND THEN EXPECTIN LOVE TO CHANGE 'CUZ IT DON'T SO CALL IT DONE AFTER ONCE NOW I'M LOOKIN FOR A LOVE THAT'S EASY TO ROCK ME SWEETLY AND NEVER LET ME DOWN SOMEHOW I HAVE A STRONG BELIEF THAT THE RIGHT ONE'S COMIN AND I WILL KNOW HIM 'CUZ I AM SO DAMN SICK OF MEN THAT I HAVE TO FIX CHORUS DON'T PICK UP THE PHONE, DON'T GIVE IT A SECOND THOUGHT 'CUZ YOU'RE NEVER GONNA MAKE HIM SOMETHING THAT HE'S NOT CHORUS
7.
I'VE GOT TO HAND IT TO YOU (Written by Paul Sikes & Rachel Williams) The smoke's still rising from my being burned The timing off, as sweet as you were I had no intention to mind your attention So I've got to hand it to you Chorus: I never thought I'd be Wanting you here beside me No one gets to me like you do I've always kept my heart hidden It ain't somethin to be given So I've got to hand it to you I've got to hand it to you It's been shaped by storms and lonely nights So keep it close to you and treat it right I give you all the credit I was cold and you could've let it Keep you down so I've got to hand it to you Chorus Ready and willing to do whatever it takes to make it through And that takes from me, baby So I've got to hand it to you I've always kept my heart hidden It ain't somethin to be given So I've got to hand it to you
8.
Motown To Muscle Shoals (Written by Rachel Williams/Mark Narmore/Kim Copeland) Papa was a rolling stone Who sang his way to the heart of Dixie Oh, but Papa only stopped in the name of love Long enough to make little ol' me My fate was signed, sealed, delivered 'Cuz he left Motown deep in my veins And my Mama's heart broke the day this free bird Opened up her mouth and sang Chorus: I've got a bass up in Detroit City And a Wurley down in Alabam I've got a song that'll move ya Make you dance even when you think you can't And oh Lord knows Lord knows I've got enough soul To reach Motown, Motown to Muscle Shoals My Daddy's footsteps took me All of the places Mama warned me about I may never lay down roots 'Cuz I'm addicted to the lights and the crowds Another one-night stand motel Down another two-lane road Hey, my busted ass Buick may get me there But it's the dream that drives me on Chorus This is my song, this is my truth Hey baby, I'm the bridge between the two Chorus
9.
FURTHER TO FALL (Written by Rachel Williams & Deanna Walker) I KNOW THIS WILL HURT WHEN I PICK UP THE PHONE BUT RIGHT NOW NOTHIN SEEMS WORSE THAN THIS ACHE IN MY SOUL I THINK THAT I MISS YOU AND WE'LL MAKE IT RIGHT AFTER ALL THAT'S GONE WRONG ON ONE RECKLESS NIGHT I WILL CHORUS: THROW AWAY ALL THE GOOD THAT I'VE DONE AND I'LL SEE IN YOUR FACE HOW FAR I HAVEN'T COME FOR AS HARD AS WE BROKE AND AS LOW AS WE'VE BEEN I STILL HAVEN'T HIT THE BOTTOM AFTERALL GUESS I'VE GOT FURTHER TO FALL WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME THAT I'D OPEN THIS WOUND AND LET MY HEART BLEED ONE MORE TIME JUST FOR YOU TRYING TO MAKE US WHAT WE'LL NEVER BE BUT WHEN THE CRAZY IN YOU FINDS THE CRAZY IN ME THEN I CHORUS MORE TIME IN HELL THIS TIME I WONDER IF I'M BEYOND HELP 'CAUSE AS HARD AS WE BROKE AND LOW AS WE'VE BEEN I STILL HAVEN'T HIT THE BOTTOM AFTERALL GUESS I'VE GOT FURTHER TO FALL
10.
HAPPY (IF IT KILLS ME) (Written by Rachel Williams & Angela Kaset) Oh in my quest for happiness I wished for the best, but I settled for less And I fell in love with the idea of Just being together, someone else would make it better But that didn't save me 'Cause I lost way more than I found And slowly but surely, I'm comin back around Chorus: And maybe my smile will fool my heart And work it's way down to the broken parts I'm holdin' onto hope and hopin' it heals I'm cryin' my tears down to a few Forgiving myself for what I've put me through 'Cause I'm gonna be happy Yeah, I can see me happy Happy if it kills me I held tight to my pride, I felt justified I thought my anger was what kept me alive Oh but misery stole best of me I caused my heartache, gotta sweep up what I've let break And it's not as hard as I made it out to be So I'm trusting just enough to make believe Chorus And I'm finally starting to see a little light Letting me know I'm gonna be alright 'Cause I'm gonna be happy Yeah, I can see me happy I'm gonna be happy Happy if it kills me
11.
I'M NOT SORRY (Written by Rachel Williams & Mark Narmore) OH I'LL BE THE FIRST TO ADMIT ALL THE SKELETONS I ACQUIRED IN RECORD TIME MY CLOSET GOT A LITTLE TOO SMALL TO FIT THEM ALL SO THEY WALKED OUT IN THE DAYLIGHT MIGHT NOT BE PROUD OF IT BUT I'M NOT RUNNIN CHORUS: ANYONE CAN SEE WHERE I MIGHT'VE WENT WRONG (Did what I wanted, every misstep I own it) EMBRACING WHERE I'VE BEEN INSTEAD OF DRAGGING IT ALONG (Everyone has it, I'm not bound by my baggage) I DON'T NEED TO REHASH THE PAST I'M HAPPY RIGHT WHERE I AM BUT IF ANYONE ASKS ME I TELL 'EM I'M NOT SORRY YOU CAN GO AND RUN YOUR MOUTH GO AND RUN IT LOUD JUST LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO HATE ON ME BECAUSE YOU CAN AND IT'S EASIER THAN PUTTING ANY BLAME ON YOU OH BUT I'VE DROWNED YOU OUT SO WHO LOOKS STUPID NOW? CHORUS YES I TOOK THE LONG WAY AROUND REBUILT MYSELF ON STRONGER GROUND CHORUS
12.
I DON'T WANNA WASTE IT (Written by Rachel Williams & Paul Sikes) There's a sunrise crawlin' on my face I feel more hope than I did yesterday I put both feet on the floor I kinda smile, but I don't know what for I can't quite place it But I don't wanna waste it Been anchored to my yesterdays But I'm unhooking myself from that place So the next time heartache comes around I won't let it bury me in that cold ground I'll embrace it I don't wanna waste it Chorus: There's only so much time And I hate to say that I Let too much fall through the cracks But this is now and that was then And it's a good day to begin Making up for what I can't get back 'Cause it sure knows how to disappear My grandma turns 86 this year So I will cling to her words like a child And every chance I get to hold her hand in mine I'm gonna take it I don't wanna waste it Chorus 'Cause I've got this gift, I've got this plan This ol' heart and these two hands Yeah life may have it's twists and turns But I'm grateful for the big picture 'Cause God gave it I don't wanna waste it I'm not gonna waste it
13.
SING ME HOME (Written by Rachel Williams/Jim "Moose" Brown/Paul Sikes) TEMPTATIONS ON VINYL LITTLE CAREFREE CHILD, DANCIN ROUND THE KITCHEN FLOOR WHENEVER I HEAR "MY GIRL" IT TAKES ME BACK TO A SWEETER WORLD GUESS THAT'S WHAT A MEMORY'S FOR CHORUS: SO LET THE GROOVE BE THE ENGINE THE WORDS BE THE WHEELS AND ROLL ME TO WHERE I'M FROM COME ON RADIO NOW, PLAY ME SOMETHING MOTOWN PUT THE SWAY BACK IN MY SOUL SING ME HOME I'M THE UNDERDOG TRYIN WITH THE HEART OF A LION SCRATCHIN AND CLAWIN MY WAY IT CAN BE TOUGH-GOIN BUT IT DON'T HURT KNOWIN HOME IS JUST A SONG AWAY CHORUS IT'S A FAST AND CRAZY LIFE AND SOMETIMES I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM MINE THREE MINUTES AT A TIME CHORUS
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YOU'LL NEVER LOVE ME (R. WILLIAMS/JIM BROWN) You hook my heart when you hold my hand and you pull it close And just as fast you pull me under when you let it go I open up and hope that it's enough to stir something inside of you But nothing ever reaches back at me but the truth I know that you'll never love me Goodbye hits so hard, so we stay as we are I know you don't wanna lose me But in the end I never win your heart I know it's time to admit that I've gotta let you go But it kills me 'cause when I leave here, I leave alone Wish I could find a way to somehow change What you don't feel for me But the truth is, I can't make you feel...anything I know that you'll never love me Goodbye hits so hard, so we stay as we are I know you don't wanna lose me But in the end I never win your heart Yes, I know that you'll never love me...

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Thank you for this second chance, for this reinvention...of the mind, body, heart, and music. This record will forever be cherished as my favorite, no matter how many records I go on to make, because I know what it took to make this happen. Thank you for believing in me when I honestly didn't believe in myself half the time. Despite how cool and funky some of these tracks sound to the ear, lyrically, this record documents some of my darkest/saddest/most self-destructive days. Today, it's terrifying to reveal that part of who I was and expose myself in such a honest way, no matter how much I've moved on since the first creations of these songs. But we learn and we grow and thank God for me, some of us are able to make songs out of the whole mess ;)

Thank you again. And forever. Seriously.
-RW

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released April 16, 2017

Produced by Jim "Moose" Brown
Recorded at Moose Lodge Studios in Nashville, TN
Mixed & mastered at Welcome to 1979, Nashville, TN

Chad Cromwell - Drums
Mike Brignardello - Bass
Rob McNelley - Guitar
J.T. Corenflos - Guitar
Jim "Moose" Brown - Keys
Vickie Carrico & Scat Springs - Background Vocals
Also featuring The Motor City Horns

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